Wrestle with God
I love it when I finally understand something about God, when I look at my life and see His goodness, when something about being close to Him makes sense... But Life happens. Grief introduces itself. Heartbreak knocks on the door. Questions sleep in your bed. Then, I wrestle with God. I struggle with Him. It is so incredibly profound to meet Him then, to meet Him with anger and sorrow in my heart, To meet Him even when I don't want to. To meet Him in the messiness of my life, Not as Someone I trust or understand or even love, But as Someone who is proving Himself to be God regardless of what my feelings are... I meet Him then, in humility, open to His works, Open to His mysteries. The Light, thus, shine brightest in the face of darkness.