Don't be afraid to leave me

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There's an entrance and then there's an exit. I guard the entrance but never the exit. 
Each and every person inside can leave whenever they want. The exit is always open but when you leave, leave in a way worthy of our friendship, leave in a way that shows that it mattered. Make it a dramatic exit, make it loud, make it catch my attention.. announce your exit! 

     Don't sneak out like it's a back door, it's not. If I could put neon lights over the exit sign, I would but I can't because neon lights look too happy and you leaving is never a cause for celebration. It's okay to make me sad though. It's okay to leave me. Just do this one thing for me; when you leave, make sure I notice you leave, so that I won't go looking for you, so that I won't wait for you ... 
         And finally, "Thank you for stopping by."

  

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  1. AnonymousJuly 27, 2023 at 11:10 AM

    So good😼👏🏼

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  2. AnonymousJuly 28, 2023 at 1:58 AM

    This is so beautiful,the accuracy level 🔥🔥

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