Ref's ~

    I am a person with a mind, hence with thoughts, hence with ideas, hence with anxieties. My coping mechanism is to think of a plan and another plan as backup, and a dozen of other backup plans for my backup plan. I like to be in control. I like to calculate the odds and the evens. I like to make everything known. I am a human being.        There is a God. A God who seems to me as if He does His planning in a completely different manner than I do. A God who knows the odds and likes going against them. A God who seems to me like He enjoys taking risks and crazy chances. A God who seems as if He enjoys flipping tables and man's ideas upside down. He is God and He thinks far differently than humans do.     The control of man has to give way for the "chaos" of God. God has called us to give up our will to follow His, to give up what we know for something we don't, to replace our constants with His variables, to quit our step-by-s...

We dream of you  With sunlight in our eyes And rain in our hearts.  We search for you Through a telescope,  For you are far more infinite than the universe.  Somehow if we're lucky,  We'll catch a glimpse of your shooting star. We look for you  Through a microscope, For you are there  In the blood vessels of life,  In the branches of existence,  In the minute details,  In the silent cries.  We long for you With hurt in our eyes And hope in our hearts.