A conversation with God

"Is it time?", 

I pray. 

No, My child.

I wanted a yes from Him, 

Desperately. 

But too often, 

I've done things by myself 

And end up hurting myself and others. 

"Give me patience and strength

To stand

Even when you'll take it away from me. 

I do not want to lose it, 

But I do not want to lose You even more. 

Tell me when it's time to let go."

My child, 

I see what You don't. 

I know what you don't. 

I hear what you don't. 

I know what is best for you. 

Wait. Wait for Me. 

I will make it happen in the right time. 

Let Me work. Let Me seek. Let Me do this for you. 

You only have to trust and wait for Me. 

This is how I'm protecting you. 

 I want to give you the best. 

And once again my heart will say, 

You give and You take. 

Blessed be Your name.